ESHAM What Did I Do Wrong Lyrics

What did I do wrong
(CHORUS)(repeat)
What did I do wrong
Don't wanna live
My momma was a dope fiend but what I mean
She was mannic depressed, like the Supremes
And all my tears wiped with a cleanex
I'm on the scene and I drop dead like River Phoenix
A life I can't handle, so I drink Jack Daniels
Straight, I bought me a 38 with one shiny silver bullet
For the werewolf in me I don't pretend to be
I'm f___ed up off life
I walk around with a b_____ butcher knife
I wanna kill myself, but first
I think about what's worse
I vision my body take a ride in a hearse
And somebody, anybody, but nobody hears
Buried alived, pine box, and my deepest fears
I been doin' dope since I was 13
But when I close my eyes unconciously I scream
(CHROUS)
Overdose scare again, I'm doin' heroin
So been suckin' my leg like Nancy Kerragan
Heroin addict like Kurt Cobain
Needle's in your d___, 'cause your arms outta veins
The system raped me, society hates me
The man in the mirror is scared to face me
My only friend is me, but how can I pretend to be
My friend, I'm public enemy
A number one, son of a shotgun
So when I blasphamy, I bust a brain cell
Dead cells make me faint
But I can't faint no more I don't dream and never sleep walk
Uncut dope make me comotose
Growin' up with the scandalous from here to Los Angeles
What does it mean, infetamine, n____z so envy they green
As I watch the fiends fiend, my mind screams
(CHORUS)
Your body's cold you feel numb from your addiction
Just say no's a contradiction
It seems like the whole world's high
And I'm tryin' not to fry, brain cells passin' time until I die
Suicide contemplated everything's drug related
I wish when my father got erect he woulda m_________d
Sperm concentrated now they sell it at the bank
What has life come to? Tell me whatta you think?
Crack babies be born like everyday
I sucker born every minute right around my way
What a rush when you're brain bust
All your s___ got flushed down the toilet stew
What a fool
Who gives a f___ if you self-destruct
All you hoes and dreams 'cause you just a fiend
And this world ain't big enough for the both of us
Who can I trust with one slug down the bust?
And say
(CHORUS)