Linkin Park Breaking The Habit Abyss Lyrics

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
Im picking me apart again
You all a__ume
Im safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That Im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I dont know why I instigate
And say what I dont mean
I dont know how I got this way
I know its not alright
So Im
Breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime
before
I had no options left again
Ill paint it on the walls
Cause Im the one at fault
Ill never fight again
And this is how it ends
I dont know whats worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I dont know how I got this
Ill never be alright
So Im
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight