Here I lie afraid of the consequence
Every new day brings a sin for repentance
Life makes me feel like I'm rotting away
f___ this society I feel I'm betrayed
I want to die but can't peel away this scab
I cannot live the life I want to have
There's not a pain or struggle I've yet to know
My faith has weakend a bleeding heart left all alone

(chorus 2x)
If they call this life, f___ you all, f___ this world, Watch it fall, Through hell I've lived, Leave me be, I'd rather be dead, Can't you see

There is one part of me that just wants to die
The other one wants to keep living this hellish lie
Standing here looking at the edge of sanity
There is nothing more I can give to humanity
This life already took everything that I've had
When I see death coming I'll be f___ing glad

(chorus 2x)
If they call this life, f___ you all, f___ this world, Watch it fall, Through hell I've lived, Leave me be, I'd rather be dead, Can't you see

Don't try to talk me out of dying
My mind is made up I'm through with trying
You say suicide is only for the weak
Put youself in my place then let me hear you speak
No use to live when suffering is all you take
Crucifixion of death from a life that I forsake

(ending verse 2x)
g______ this pain of mine
My sorrow lives in a broken shrine
f___ the world and everything it gave
Go ahead and cover my grave

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