Suga Shikao 19sai Lyrics

Kuchibiru ni doku wo nutte boku no heya ni kita deshou?
Anata no kisu de mou karada mo nou mo toketeshimai sou
Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai
Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai

Hakike ga suru kurai anata no kokoro utsukushii no ni
Nani hitotsu dekinai boku ni doushite kisushite kureru no?
Daikirai na hibi juu-kyuu-sai
Daikirai na kao juu-kyuu-sai

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni hokorashii hane de tobitai
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de sonna jinsei ga ii no, ii no...

Yogoreteru tamashii dake wo tori no sogu no ga murinara
Dochira ni arukeba sore wo mirai to yoberu no deshou
Chuu burin na yume juu-kyuu-sai
Chuu burin na uso juu-kyuu-sai

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou ni natte dare kara mo aisaretai
Ku ku ku kubukurin nai toshitemo hon no isshun de ii no, ii no...

Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai
Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni hokorashii hane de tobitai
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de sonna jinsei ga ii no

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou ni natte dare kara mo aisaretai
Ku ku ku kubukurin nai toshitemo hon no isshun de ii no, ii no...

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de
Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de

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You came into my room
With poison on your lips, didn't you?
It seems as though my mind and body
Both dissolve with your kiss

I hate myself at 19 years old
I hate myself at 19 years old

I feel like I'm going to be sick
Even though your heart is so beautiful
Why do you kiss me
Who can't even do a single thing at all?

I hate these days of being 19 years old
I hate my face at 19 years old

I want to fly with my magnificient wings
Like a black swallowtail b___erfly
Don't say that it's stupid
That kind of a life is just fine
Just fine...

If getting rid of a filthy soul
Is an impossible thing
No matter where you walk
Can that be called the future?

I'm indecisive with my dreams at 19 years old
I'm indecisive with my lies at 19 years old

I want to turn into a black swallowtail b___erfly
And be loved by someone
Even if it does happen 9 times out of 10
Just for one moment would be just fine
Just fine...

I hate myself at 19 years old
I hate myself at 19 years old

I want to fly with my magnificient wings
Like a black swallowtail b___erfly
Don't say that it's stupid
That kind of a life is just fine

I want to turn into a black swallowtail b___erfly
And be loved by someone
Even if it does happen 9 times out of 10
Just for one moment would be just fine
Just fine...

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