Ken Hirai Elegy Lyrics

しがみついた背中に そっと爪を立てて
私を刻み込んだ もっと 夢の中へ

ひらひら 舞い散る 花びらがひとつ
ゆらゆら 彷徨い 逝き場を無くした

その手で その手で 私を 汚して
何度も 何度も 私を壊して
汗ばむ淋しさを 重ね合わせ
眩しくて見えない 闇に落ちてく
いつか滅び逝く このカラダならば
蝕まれたい あなたの愛で

この病に名前が あれば楽になれる
はみ出すことが怖い どうか 群れの中へ
ひらひら 舞い散る 花びらがひとつ
ゆらゆら 彷徨い あなたを見つけた

この手で この手で あなたを汚して
何度も 何度も あなたに溺れて
背中合わせの 不安と悦び
波打ちながら 私を突き刺す
いつか消えて逝く この想いならば
今引き裂いて あなたの愛で

その手で その手で 私を 汚して
何度も 何度も 私を壊して
汗ばむ淋しさを 重ね合わせ
眩しくて見えない 闇に落ちてく
いつか滅び逝く このカラダならば
蝕まれたい あなたの愛で
私を 汚して その手で その手で

Shigamitsuita senaka ni sotto tsume wo tatete
Watashi wo kizamikonda motto yume no naka e

Hirahira maichiru hanabira ga hitotsu
Yurayura samayoi yukiba wo nakushita

Sono te de sono te de watashi wo yogoshite
Nando mo nando mo watashi wo kowashite
Asebamu samishisa wo kasaneawase
Mabushikute mienai yami ni ochiteku
Itsuka horobiyuku kono karada naraba
Mushibamaretai anata no ai de

Kono yamai ni namae ga areba raku ni nareru
Hamidasu koto ga kowai douka mure no naka e
Hirahira maichiru hanabira ga hitotsu
Yurayura samayoi anata wo mitsuketa

Kono te de kono te de anata wo yogoshite
Nando mo nando mo anata ni oborete
Senaka awase no fuan to yorokobi
Namiuchinagara watashi wo tsukisasu
Itsuka kiete yuku kono omoi naraba
Ima hikisaite anata no ai de

Sono te de sono te de watashi wo yogoshite
Nando mo nando mo watashi wo kowashite
Asebamu samishisa wo kasaneawase
Mabushikute mienai yami ni ochiteku
Itsuka horobiyuku kono karada naraba
Mushibamaretai anata no ai de
Watashi wo yogoshite sono te de sono te de

English

As I clung to you, you dug your nails into my back
And carved me, taking me deeper into a dream

One of the fluttering, scattering flower petals
Wavers, wanders, it's lost its place

Dirty me with your hands, with your hands
Break me again and again, again and again
We put our two sweaty lonelinesses together
And fall into a bright, invisible darkness
If my body's going to die one day
Then I want it to rot from your love

I'd feel better if this sickness had a name
I'm afraid to stick out, I move into the crowd somehow
One of the fluttering, scattering flower petals
Wavers, wanders, I've found you

I'll dirty you with my hands, with my hands
And drown in you again and again, again and again
Our two backs together gives me anxiety and happiness
That comes in waves, penetrating me
If this love's going to die someday
Tear me apart now with your love

Dirty me with your hands, with your hands
Break me again and again, again and again
We put our two sweaty lonelinesses together
And fall into a bright, invisible darkness
If my body's going to die one day
Then I want it to rot from your love
With your hands, dirty me, dirty me

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