Sometimes I try not to hate myself
For everything I never said
when you were here
And so I'm burning up photographs
Of what was a perfect past
cuz I'm still here

But I'm barely holding on
Where did I go wrong?
choking on the difference
between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't help me but
I'm still hurt
and I wish you were here

So hard that I try to bury it
Pretend that you didn't exist
so I can be strong
But I feel sick
And I feel diseased
Cuz everyone abandons me
And I can't move along

Cuz I'm barely holding on
Where did I go wrong?
choking on the difference
between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't help me but
I'm still hurt
and I wish you were here

I can not pretend you didn't exist
Misery is just a state of mind
Hiding from the world so we live
So I convince myself that I'll be fine
I'll be fine
But since I lost you

I'm barely holding on
Where did I go wrong?
choking on the difference
between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't help me but
I'm still hurt

So I look up to the stars
And wonder out loud
Why everything I had in life
is falling from my arms
Can you even hear this song?
I'm screaming at the clouds
Screaming to our galaxy
that never cared at all
But I need you here

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