Billboard Top 100 Staind - Its Been Awhile Lyrics

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while
since i could call you
And everything I can't remember is f**ked up as it all may seemed
the consequences that were rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been a while
since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and f**ked things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that s___ seems to disappear when i'm with you
And everything I can't remember is f**ked up as it all may seem
the consequences that were rendered

I've gone and f**ked things up again

Why must i feel this way?
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

Its been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
and it's been awhile
since i said i'm sorry
It's been a while
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been a while
But I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as f**ked up as it always seemed...to be
I know it's me i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry

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