AKB48 Keibetsu Shiteita Aijou Lyrics

Keibetsu s___e Ita Aijou
(The Love I Used To Scorn)

[Romaji]

Terebi no nyuusu ga tsutaeru
Tokumei de mamorareta higeki mo
Keitai no meeru wo uchi nagara
Emoji no you na nichijou

Otona wa wakeshiri gao s___e
Douki wo sagashite iru kedo
Pinto hazureta sono bunseki wa
Waraenai gyagu mitai

Hensachi shidai no kaikyuu de
Mirai ga kimerareteru
Mou ganbatte mo
Doushiyou mo nai koto
Zuibun mae ni
Kidzuiteta dake
Watashi-tachi

Keibetsu s___e ita aijou
Shiranu ma ni motomete iru
Kodoku ni nante nari takunai
Dakishimete hoshikatta
Dareka ni...

Tori ni narou to s___a shoujo wa
Okujou ni kutsu wo chanto soroete
Manaa wo homete hoshikatta no ka
Soretomo atetsuke na no ka

Ijime ga "atta" toka "nakatta" toka
Imasara ankeeto wo totte mo
Kiite hoshikatta kokoro no koe wa
Kaze no naka todokanai

Sekinin tenka no purosesu de
Erai hito wo nakaseru
Mada wakattenai
Oroka sugiru rensa wo...
Yubi wo sasu no wa
Nanimo shinakatta
Kono jibun

Keibetsu s___e ita aijou
Urahara ni uete iru no
Fuan ni kidzukanu furi shinagara
Yasashii me sagashiteta
Itsu demo...

Keibetsu s___e ita aijou
Shiranu ma ni motomete iru
Kodoku ni nante nari takunai
Dakishimete hoshikatta
Dareka ni...
Itsu demo...
__________

The TV news even conveys
A tragedy protected by anonymity
As ordinarily as I type out characters
In my cell phone mail

Adults make a face as though they know it all
While looking for motives
Their a___ysis is off point
A gag you can't laugh

With rank based off of deviation values,
The future is decided
Even if we try our best,
It's something that we can't do about
Long ago
We were only made aware of it
All of us

Disdained affection
Unknowingly I'm searching
I don't want to be so lonely
I wanted to be held
By somebody...

The girl who was about to become a bird
Properly lined up her shoes on the rooftop
Did she want to be praised for her good manners?
Or was it an insinuation?

Now, even if we take a survey
As to whether or not there was bullying,
The voice of the heart that wanted to be heard
Won't reach through the wind

With a process of shifting responsibility,
Celebrated people are made to cry
Still we don't understand
This too-foolish connection...
The one pointing fingers,
Who didn't do a thing,
Is myself

Disdained affection
Even though I was hungry,
With a façade to hide my anxiety over it,
I was looking for a kind eye
Always...

Disdained affection
Unknowingly I'm searching
I don't want to be so lonely
I wanted to be held
By somebody...

Always...

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