Lemuria Rough Draft Lyrics

i crave my own misery
i'm the reincarnation of marquis
i create a list of easy tasks
because i just love to check s___ off
to bring myself closer to the edge
and i won't take another step
to risk the benfits of my sympathetic friends
everyone i fall in love with
has already fallen in love with someone i respect
so now i'm an altruist
oh f___ just this once can i root for the hometeam
i'm always the bee to kamikaze to save the precious queen
and i watch the sympathy turn to pity
from my sympathetic friends