Jessica Heine Either Way Lyrics

It'll have to be a different song tonight, I've played the same one for too long now
Been trying to pull you from the deepest parts of me
But you're still lying in my crook, and you're still sleeping in my bed,
I am restless and afraid, dreaming of these things I dread.
You see my body disagrees with the choices I've been making
Remembering to breathe does not reduce the aching
No matter what I try, can't seem to stop the shaking.
Will I do you right? Will I do you wrong?
Will I leave you for another, stop writing you songs,
Will I be your girl, do we stay friends?
If it's over without starting, why do these things begin,
Either way?

I should maybe put my contacts in, would clearer vision help my head,
See the world through straighter eyes and help relieve my troubled mind,
Or would the tears still blur my sight, what does it help if I am blind?
Though I push these thoughts away, I can't keep what's there inside.
Because my memories disagree with the choices I've been making
While history disagrees with the chances I keep taking.
Will I do you right? Will I do you wrong?
Will I stay with you forever? Will you wish I was gone?
When I change my name, do I stay the same?
You're tattooed on my life now it would hurt to remove you,
Either way.
Either Way. Either Way. Either Way.
Say that we're forever and I will run away
But say that you are leaving and I'll beg you to stay.
Say that we're forever and I will run away
But say that you are leaving and I'll beg you to stay,
I'll beg you to stay.
Hope distance helps the heart forget the dreams it never got to live,
'Cause I won't make the same mistakes, even though my weak heart breaks,
Could it be there's nothing new, I'm better off still loving you?
Give it up and let it go, stay the course it's what I know.
But see my body disagrees with the choices I've been making,
Remembering to breathe does not reduce the aching,
No matter what I try, can't seem to stop the shaking,
I miss you.
Will I do you right? Will I do you wrong?
Will I dream about another, will you be glad if I'm gone?
When I change my name, do I have to bend?
If it's over without starting why do these things begin,
Either way.
Either Way. Either Way. Either Way.
Either Way. Either Way. Either Way.