4 Backwoods Dive Lyrics

I´m lying down on the floor
With this poison in my veins
A b_____ slave of heroin
Just kick it
My eyes can´t find a place to hide
´Cause all this s___ has changed my mind
I´m flying high into the sky
But it´s like a picture for the blind
So be it burn my eyes and dive into my mind
So be it one more try a sweet for the child
A grass-green cow a crying flower
Reality is fading now
No solution just illusion
Stuned emotions just devotion
A clown who´s sad, an angle who´s bad
It feels like I am going mad
I´m searching for the door that brings me more
But nothing´s like the time before
I wake up from the snooze where life´s in bloom
I realize that I got to loose
And now I see that I ain´t free
The mania has p____ed me like a bee