Hurt Abuse of Sid Lyrics

You want him, you need him
it's so hard to please him,
you just don't dare,
And inside you're burning,
with some secret yearning,
you must not care,

(Still won't you),
Help me I'm flawed,
desperate,
angry with God,
'cause he just won't care
Oh excuse me,
you're mourning,
how calloused and boring,
I brush your hair,
and see your face, (?) empty smile
(All I can see is an empty smile)
I touch that place,
(Oh my god, what did he do to you?)
and all the while...

(You know it wont stop),
so you make an excuse to confuse the issue,
(Using you...)
What makes you think that I'll care about you?
(Losing you...)
When you lay on the ground till he tells you he's through,
(Through with you...)
And he'll do what he'll do,
when he'll do it to you,
And all the while,
he's been using you,
Yes all the while...
he's abusing you...

So it finally dawned on me yesterday morning,
I just can't stare,
And swallow the words that your hero's perverted,
On what we share.
I'll kill him! I'll beat him!
The cycle's repeating I hold thin arrogance
Still wont you hold him and trust him,
you love him so much and he still wont care,
to see your face, with an empty smile,
cause I touched my place on you, and all the while...

She says "it's so good, when it's so good,
If this is so good, then it's no good!"
If this is so good, everybody's so good,
Everybody's so good, when you're no good,
And all the while,
he's been using you,
Yes all the while,
he's abusing you.

With your naked excuse you confuse your misuse,
What makes you think that I should care what he'll do,
If you'll lay on the ground 'til he tells you he's through,
And he makes up your mind that,
That's what you should do

'Cause all the while you,
you've been using you,
Yes, all the while,
you're abusing you

He hurts you,
mistreats you,
your own mind misleads you.
You just won't care
When holes in your face can't be covered with makeup,
you'll still stay there...

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