The Prize Fighter Inferno Wayne Andrews, The Old Bee Keeper Lyrics

I'm the keeper of the bees, as you've known
Just a worthless memory in this house
Through the light of day & dark will you notice me?
I'm the keeper of the bees; I'm a dead man
Dear Diary, I won't keep her awake anymore
I won't love her anymore she won't let me
Just a journeyman's journey to the end
Will this road hold home for good, will I ever see?
Against this broken street I'll gain, it will comfort me