I just found out my cousin may not make it and the days they sure look grey.
I just realised you walked out for freedom, will I even make it through the day?

Well it's been a s___ year this far, so let's just wait a while before champagne and cigars.

You just realised you gave up for nothing and the candle we once lit went up in smoke.
And the feeling hell is breaking loose, well it's a feeling that you girl, you provoked.

It's been a s___ year this far, the pain and self-loathing far too hard.
It's really been a s___ year this far, my spirits too low for champagne and cigars.

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