i am sorry
i am ugly
all that i am
and i can never live up

i am failing
i am angry
afraid of the ways
they pretend to be us

its f___ up
i am different
words remain
my only escape

art saves
all of me
evolving

and now you're walking away!!!

i am so afraid
and now you're walking away

i am so ashamed
and now you're walking away!!

(M'ap manje ou san sטl)

[II.]

my mistake
was trusting you

blood pigs
with creating my fate

with poetry
and suffering

i cannibalized
every ounce of my pain

i am still afraid
everyday

these greedy worms
- they devour my plagues

i am not your slave
i am conquering
you see me rise

& now you're walking away!!!

i am not ashamed!
and now you're walking away!

i am not afraid!
and now you're walking away!!

[bridge & tunnel]

you can't hurt me anymore
you can't hurt me anymore

fed from the wound from
which we were bled

vomiting filth in
our soft cave heads

chewing on tissue,
tendon and fat

destroying the things
they do not understand!

tyrant.
betrayer.
parasite.
traitor!!

....and still u feed them
....and still u need them

i am sorry
i am ugly

dangerous
can't describe it enough

i am failing
i am angry

i use my fear
to empower my hate

i am f___ed up
i am different

words remain
my only escape

art saves
all of me
evolving

and now you're walking away!!!

i am not ashamed
and now you're walking away

i am not afraid
and now you're walking away!

and now you're walking away!
and now you're walking away
and now you're walking away

(voodoo spell)

my mistake!
was trusting you!

blood pigs -
with creating my fate!

with poetry
and suffering
i cannibalized....
every ounce of my pain

i am still afraid everyday
you still suckle my plagues
i am not your f___ing slave
so why you walking away?

blood pig!
why you walking away?

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