Tindersticks Fast One Lyrics

Some kind of machine has been hollowed out inside me
don't know what i became or what i've left behind
see i don't remember when
something plain about a girl brought me back here again
stumbled round her house tonight
i could give her a call
stumbled over the kerbstone on the way to her door
and i squandered her love
it's the biggest kick i ever got
now i squandered her love
nothing else hits the spot
everybody's perfect and yet everybody's away
everybody's got pictures that they can't contain
yet i squandered your love
it hangs there in my mind
it's an ugly thing i can't leave behind
jesus