Anaesthetic Regrets & Cigarettes Lyrics

As I choked from your hand, My eyes turns red,
It remains the same from the last thing you said-
That you do, that you feel this way to
As you fade faster i'll find the cure
The words just appear in your mouth
Not like they were before
What'd you want me to do?
To be the same person ... that you like!?
The same person... That I hate!?
So i'm acting like a dead man
And you try to call it hope

No one knows I'm staring at the gun
Full of emptiness inside, can't feel something
I'm wanted by sane, to melt your burning rain
And this farewell will be my end, can you feel me?

Sitting here tied to the chair i broke
Destroyed by the useless pain and you're looking and smiling down at me..
until i become
The same person ... that I like!?
The same person... That you hate!?
There's healthy poison inside of me
And the next stop's my heart

If I could turn back time (if I could turn back)
I would fix it all (I would fix it all)
The harm in every touch (lie in every word)
Every secret wasn't told (every secret wasn't told)
Every you and me (every you and him)
Every nail in my heart (every failure I ignored)
Every cut who couldn't bleed (would like to disappear)
Give me ANAESTHETIC to swallow in one go!!!

Eyes turn red. Exploding head
I never been so mad
By hating you so much
Give me anaesthetic to swallow in one go!!!

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