Slow Gherkin Turned Off Lyrics

I thought I had it figured out
Thought that I could go out alone but you've proven me wrong
You came up to me sweetly then went behind my back and did the opposite of turning me on
Now I'm sitting in the corner
I'm trying to remember but my memory's a little bit vague
The ghost of evenings past is coming slowly towards me
I've got to fight it off like the plague
If I talk they'll accuse me off hypocrisy because I don't even know what you did to me
You left me without a leg to stand on
Jury p___ounced you innocent
You left me without a leg to stand on
Knocked me off my feet
Dropped me to my knees
There was a warfare of desire
Vile plots conspired and drunken cycles of Doublethink
Was it just a trace of silt in the bottom of my glass or did someone put something in my drink?
I'm a real human being
Could of sworn I was free
Liberated by the simple word no
But now you've got your white little pills and your gonna keep my legs open and mouth closed
Should I tell or just keep it all inside?
You left a hole and it's a mile wide
I want to know
I want to know did you foster a new disease
I want to know did you infect me with pregnancy
Now I see it's becoming so clear to me
Now I know you raped me.