Kotoko Agony Lyrics

Itsuka mita yume
(The dream that would come true someday)
Todokanai tsubuyaki dake
(Only becomes a faint, unheard mutter)
Yoru no hikari ni tsutsumarete samayoi yuku
(Wandering while inside the light of the night)
Yagate mihiraku sono hitomi Unmei nara
(Soon those eyes will open if it's fate)
Semete Sou, ima dake...
(At least, yes, only now...)

Kanawanai to utsumuku Yorukaze ni tada unadare
(Feeling down after it didn't happen, I hang my head inside the night wind)
Namida Tsukikage Te no hira ni afureteyuku
(Tears Moonlight Overflowing from my palm)
Nani ga hoshii no?
(What do you want?)
Kuchibiru wa yami ni furuete ita
(My lips uttered in the darkness)

Deatta ano toki ni mune tsuita egao
(That smiling face which pierced my heart when we met)
Mamoritakute Zutto kuzuresou na yakusoku wo
(I really want to protect it within the agonizing, crushing pain)
Itami tsubusu hodo ni dakishimeteta
(I had embraced our fleeting promise)

Soba ni ireru dake de
(Just to be able to be close to you)
Onaji jikan ni irareru dake de
(Just to be able to be with you at the same time)
Tooi kioku Yomigaeru kanashimi mo atatamete yukeru noni
(Even if the distant memories are making me warm by the sadness it brings me with)
Mawari tsuzukete iru omoi ni
(Within the ever revolving thoughts)
Yasuragi michita owari wa kuru no?
(Will our peaceful end come?)
Kurikaeshita toikake wa ten ni mai
(This repeating question dances in the heavens)
Ake no sora no Hikari ni kawaru
(And changes into the light of dawn's sky)

Subete maboroshi Ukande wa mata kieteku
(Everything is an illusion, they're gone as soon as they appear)
Janen kakikesu yubisaki ni karamitsuita mushoku no kusari
(My fingers that dispose my evil thoughts are entangled with a colourless chain)
Mogaku hodo kodoku wo andeita
(Which loneliness braided as much as I struggle)

Tachikirareru you ni kibisu kaesu kaze
(My heels are like cutting through the wind)
Tsumetasugiru ima mo "Kimi ga iru kara dayo" to
(It's too cold now "It's because you're here")
Yami ni ochita kotoba Hanarenai
(But I can't let go of the other words that had fallen into darkness)

Iki wo s___eru dake de
(Just taking a breath)
Onaji itami wo kanjiru dake de
(Just to feel the same pain)
Honno sukoshi shiawase wo tsumiageru ai kizuite shimatta
(Little by little, I finally realised of this love that gathers happiness)
Kogoete kata yoseru hitomi ni
(Because in the eyes that rests on my frozen shoulders)
Mamoritai mono Mitsukatta kara
(I have found the one I want to protect)
Tsugi no yoake Te ni s___eta koukai de sabita kakera
(At the next dawn the fragments rusted with regret which I caught)
Hikari ni kaeru
(Could return light)

Fureau dake de sono shiawase wo omotte dake de
(Just to touch each other, just to think of that happiness)
Komiageteku
(Welling up inside)
Tsuka no ma no sayonara mo Kienu kizuna ni naru to
(Even if we parted for a moment, becoming a bond that will never vanish)

Soba ni ireru dake de
(Just to be able to be close to you)
Onaji jikan ni irareru dake de
(Just to be able to be with you at the same time)
Tooi kioku Yomigaeru kanashimi mo atatamete yukeru noni
(Even if the distant memories are making me warm by the sadness it brings me with)
Kizamikomarete ita shirushi ni
Michibikare mata taoreru toki mo
Mitsumeatta isshun ga sennen no kioku wo koe
(If the guidance within these etched symbols
Ever fails again
The moment we meet again shall bypass the memories of a thousand years)
Hikari ni kawaru
(And change into light)