Meaning of happiness, an emotion so unreal
A life of sorrow and emptiness, hate for the world is all I feel
This curse has grown into my head, squeezing out my sanity
It won't leave me till I'm dead, f___ing up reality

Hanging onto an edge, It cuts my fingers like knives
A pain so warm and real, A pain that makes me feel nice
Why not let go, I was born to die
Maybe it'll be short and sweet, and no one would mourn my dying

Gone insane from the torture that is my life
The Devil my friend, his hell my paradise
Kill me, I am God's creation
Death is my one and only Salvation

Painfully I start losing my grip, knowing this agony would end
Even sanity abandons a mind, that knew agony only as a friend
So the pain I cannot endure, and let go of the world I had known
Plunge into oblivion forever, maybe now I'll find my way home

Home is where the heart is, but my heart was never inside
For I never felt sure, that a heart was serving my mind
Painfully I was born, and painfully I shall die
Nothing lost and nothing gained, happily I end this life

Gone insane from the torture that is my life
The Devil my friend, his hell my paradise
Kill me, I am God's creation
Death is my one and only Salvation

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